Juggernaut

Juggernaut      3/7/2014

I never felt worthy

And I guess, I was right

But everyone is right sometimes

Even now

And even me. 

I thought that, I was happy

And I thought that, I was okay

But in the end

I was a piece of trash

To use, and throw away.

That is life

But even this 

Is not all bad

Because if it, was too easy

We would just pretend forever.

I was fattened up

And attacked from behind

My heart pierced

And my throat cut. 

Without warning

And without cause

Thrown away

Like nothing at all. 

What can I say?

And how can I explain?

What happened to me

And what could happen to you.

There are things you can’t explain

No matter how hard you try

And it’s easy for others to judge

If they have never experienced

Anything like the same. 

Useless as it can be

And a waste of your time

Like licking rust off a shovel

And digging dirt with your hands. 

Words have no teeth

If you are afraid to explore

And woe to them

Who have never risked

Or grown. 

The world runs up

And hits you on the head

Like a coward in the night

Laughing all the way.

Evil, stupid, stunted, and vicious

This is what, you will see

But only if you are lucky

And not already dead.

These words are mine

And I am coming for them

Unstoppable

And ravenous.