Angel Hair
12/16/2015
I didn’t have anything
Until I lost everything
Indulged, dumb
Wasted and young.
I didn’t know a thing
So I only wanted more
Impatient with the present
Petulant and spoiled.
Bored with everything
And sitting on a treasure
Unable to appreciate
The greatest gifts of all.
Unwitting, unblemished
Fattened and soft
Offered up as a sacrifice
Unknowing and unprepared.
But the death of foolishness
Is not death at all
Nothing but a test
And a trial.
None of it was mine
But I never knew it then
Owning nothing
But owing everything.
That is the loss
And that is the awakening
Cold, brutal,
Sudden, and sharp.
Loneliness was a burden
Much too heavy to lift
Breaking me down
And pulling me apart.
In the end
I had almost nothing
Numb to almost everything
Exhausted, and spent.
I did not find God
Because it was God
That found me
Paying off my debt
Once and for all.
He brought me here
So that I could see
Finally able to grasp
What really matters.
Now I sleep in the castle
And now I plumb the depths
For treasure
Discovering more
Than I ever dreamed.
In the basement
I found the paintings
In great gilded frames
Extravagant and thick.
But in the attic
I found the angels
Perfectly formed
As if from dreams
Hung on the wall
And hung on a tree.
Everything that I was
And everything that I dreamed
Coming together
Fuller and richer
Than ever before.
No matter where
We have been
And no matter what
We have done.
All can be restored
A thousand times better
Understood and appreciated
Better than before.
It can be won
And it can be lost
That much I know
But now that I see
I know I can survive.
Even if we lose
We still must try
Because we own nothing
But will inherit
Everything.
No comments:
Post a Comment