Schrodinger

Schrodinger                    8/23/2016

If you hit the right lever

You will get a pellet

But if you try another one

The shock will be the same.

We are trained to follow

And we are raised to obey

Either by occasional reward

Or certain punishment. 

Learning how to drool

And learning how to acquire

We search for satisfaction

Quick and easy.

The view may change

But we stay in place

Debt slaves to an illusion

Unattainable and fake.

Never closer

No matter what we do

We stay in our place

Running in a wheel. 

Old before we know it

Still chasing a dream

Trapped in a bubble

Outside looking in. 

None the wiser

We believe

What we are told

That someone else
Is always to blame. 

It’s not about

What others might think

And it’s not about

What others might do. 

Because what is it

That we could lose

Nothing that matters

And nothing that lasts.

Reality is here

And everywhere

A truth bigger than any lie

Told over and over again.

Preying upon the foolish

And murdering the defenseless

Hating all that is good

And beautiful. 

Let us all awaken

And jump free and clear

Even if it hurts

And even if we lose.

Let them hiss

And gnash their teeth

Stewing in their own hatred

Foolish and dumb. 

The cat is already out

And more alive than ever

The second greater than the first

Of many and more

Black Cloud

Exit Wound            8/17/2016

Sometimes I smile

And sometimes I laugh

But in the end

The wound remains

Angry and bleeding. 

I go through the motions

And I nod my head in agreement

But inside I will always feel 

Damaged, deficient, and ashamed. 

It is a heavy weight

That I can never forget

The debt unpaid

Invisible and immeasurable.

I waited

And I wait

For what it seems like forever

To be free of the shame

Following me

Wherever I go.

It hurt more than I could bear

And still it hurts today

To be judged and found wanting

Friendless and poor.

Exit Wound                      8/17/2016

Alone, cold

And set up for failure

Sinking into a hole

Without a handhold. 

There will always be a reminder

About all I had

And all I lost

Even walking down the hall

Still fresh and painful. 

The debt hangs heavy

Somewhere above my head

The gaping wound of rejection

Hurting more than ever. 

Let it be paid

On that day of redemption 

When all is healed

And all is right. 

The darkness dissolved 

And so also the thief

Totally forgotten

In the blink of an eye.     

Sunspot

Sunspot                           8/16/2016

Expressionless and dull

The windows of soulless death

Emotionless, dark,

Bottomless and cruel. 

If you have seen it before

Then maybe you have learned

Never to turn your back

Or bleed in the water.

Circling for food

And waiting to strike

The ever searching animal

Crouching in the bush. 

Watching for men

And watching for dogs

Stalking the herd

Tensing their sinews.

Watching you

And watching me

Looking for a straggler

Sick and slow.

Smiling to your face

And biding their time

Waiting to strike

When your look away. 

Crushing bone

And tearing flesh

Over and over again

Disfigured, unrecognizable

Empty and dead.

Death is winning

Three years and more

Mounting up

Against the good

And God. 

Killing us

To kill the truth

In an attempt to erase

History and memory.

A snake hissing in the dirt

Full of lies and blame

Surviving only

By the kindness of fools. 

Plotting and planning

For the day of their hate

Outnumbering the good

And legalizing their fate.

But God is watching

And knows our every thought

Even the secrets

Hidden in the dark.

Unravelling even the best laid plans

Exposing every lie

And hidden motivation

All for money and power. 

Let the light

Kill the sickness

And burn away

This deadly disease.

Caught in the act

And struck by the sun

Fried like a worm

Dead and dumb. 

Cloak and Dagger

Cloak and Dagger          8/11/2016

It was true then

And it is true now

The feeling in your gut

About what is right

And what is nuts.

The took what they could get

And they sacrificed their own

Killing a friend 

For sympathy

And lies. 

False truth

And false flags

The useful slaughtered

As the means to an end. 

The same now

As it was then

Humans without a conscience

And men without souls.

Hiding, lying,

And manipulating the news

Shutting down all possibility

Of opposition to their views. 

Controlling both sides

So either way they win

Deluding us all

With a wink and a grin. 

Engineered to believe

All that they are selling

Guinea pigs for life

Mongrelized and dumb. 

Devolving into soup

And puddled at their feet

We stew in the waste

As tenderized meat. 

They will never give in

And they will never give up

Propped up by cowards

Weak, blind and dumb.

By hook and by crook

By murder and by mayhem

They distract and steal

With a cackle and squeal.

If there is still a chance

You will know it

When you see it

Coming down and going off

The motive of disaster

Planned in advance.

It will be a big one

The biggest of them all

The day of deception

All the parts and pieces

Splattered on the wall. 

Orbital

Orbital               8/10/2016

Far above

The unblinking eye

Orbiting you

And orbiting me.  

Looking in

And looking out

Watching for something

All eyes, and ears.

He who was

Still is

And he who left

Will return.

But many are those

Who never left

Condemned to earth

Envious and angry.

To he who lies

The truth is an terror  

Stomped out

At every opportunity.

The heavens

Are full of weapons

But the innocent

Are unprotected. 

The father of lies

Covets the throne

So he plans to fight

Both God and man.

But woe to him

That buries his head

Unwilling to see

And unable to stand. 

Cowed under a table

And covering their eyes

Will the innocent are murdered

And the guilty excused. 

Bought off

Or threatened

In his own land

The future a knife

Kissing our throat. 

Yes you are hated

Much more than you know

So you had better be careful

Stalking you and stalking me. 

See them now

And see them lie

Attacking the truth

Anyway they can. 

Resist it now

Or pay for it later

Because the Lord will come,

And they will fall.